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Wow..it just amazes me how fast time just goes. Even just the time during the work day. January is over already…its just crazy!
Everything is going well on the fitness front. Im not sure how much I have lost since I got my new diet on January 4th but im feeling good. Clothes are still fitting comfortably and the boobs are getting lighter so I know im losing but its slow….and I get impatient and I want it now but I know its not how it works so im just taking it a day at a time.
My flight and the hotel is booked for the Arnold! Im so excited I get to see my bud again! Its been a year!!! Way too long! There are also a bunch of other chickies that im excited to see again and also some that I talk to but have never met…I get to finally meet them in person too! So this should be a fun trip….as long as it doesn’t snow and make it hard for me to get out of philly. (Fingers crossed). Two girls are competing in the amateur on Thursday night so we are going to that show this year..last year we didn’t go but this time we are…so that should be fun….we are going to have to hustle our butts to get there because my flight gets in at 3:00 and the show is at 7:00 so hopefully we will make good time and get there as early as we can 
In my last post I had mentioned some goals that I had in my head and I really hate even putting them out in this blog because it seems so out of reach for me sometimes and it is just a dream for me…but maybe if I put it in writing it will make it more realistic? Probably not but what the heck right? I want to be able to place at a show so that I qualify for nationals…there…I said it…I have a lot of work to do and im not even sure if its even possible…but everyone needs a goal right?
To be able to qualify for nationals seems like such a big impossible dream….well so would being on the national stage!
It is going to take a lot of work and sacrafice and tears to get where I want to be. A part of me believes that I can do it…the other part thinks im out of my mind….
I want to see what side wins 
>Dream the impossible and make it possible! For everyone pro out there becoming one was once a dream. YOU can do it!
>That would be so exciting to qualify for nationals! You should go for it!
>You always had the ability, you just didn't possibly realise it as much as you could have done.The best thing is, you're far from past doing what you want, so it's not too late to make to make it happen.It just depends on how much you want and will work for it.Good luck.:-)
.Matt
>hey girly! im still alive! glad your setting goals! i will follow your blog as always! maybe ill post next week
its been a long time! email me sometime
>You can do anything !!!!
>Writing the goal down was the first step in the process.Now put a foot onto the path and run towards what you want! Good Luck